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Dear Monday,

I'm about to take a shower then go to the post office to get my 'parcel' that Daniel sent me. Then of course, since its Monday, I'm gonna go see Martha, my councilor. Life seems like its at a stand still in my house, but outside it seems like life is moving on, in fast forward. I wish my house was like that. Just keep moving. Just keep going, just keep going, just keep going :P Anyway I am so glad Monday is here so I can talk to Martha. Just school is tomorrow, I wander how long its going to be this time till I mess up again. Ugh I need to go see the dentist and start tutoring again. I dont want to go to the dentist because I keep thinking about prison. I dont know why but its funny. Tutoring is soooo boring. I wish failing didnt have any consequences. But it does, so I have to pass. Which sucks.


I am in a bad mood. I am questioning everything and anyone who wants to say or do something, like why didnt you do that or why would you say that or why cant you just do it yourself? People want other people to do everything for them and this is where I say NO. No I will not do anything for anyone because I know everyone else is to selfish to do anything for me. But thats just me rambling, and it is rambling, because when you ramble no one listens and I feel like no one is listening, except for the day of the week. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, and so on. Only they are listening. For now, people will start listening soon. I have a lot to say and I will get it out and I will make people listen. I have too.