Venting Note

Read my blog and you might understand me more. You claim your still my best friend but your just some girl I found off the street who happens to be on my facebook. You dont know me anymore. You think Im the same, innocent. Gosh, just grow up already. The world isnt all good. Things are bad, and they change. I changed. You changed. You told me that. So dont act like I cant. Because I did. Dont act like just because you got better and I got worse that my changing doesnt matter, because it does. Im through with people pretending Im not who I am when HELLO! See me here!? This is me! Im not going to change just because this isnt who you want me to be. Now, stop pissing me off saying I dont know anything. I didnt read a certain book so Im dumb, right? Wrong! You dont know anything anymore so stop pretending like you do just because once upon a time you did. You want to know who my best friends are now? Elizabeth, Hannah, and Emily. You broke me and made everything worse, why would I ever be close to you again? Your just like that boyfriend of yours who claims to be a good boy. I know something no one knows. ;) Something not even you know. Probably the only reason he still wants to be friends with that girl. Sure they didnt have sex, but what he did do isnt something he is about to admit. I was friends with her before I was friends with you or him. Now your pissing me off and I am writing this and we arent friends. And people are trying to tell me about a god I dont believe in and trying to change me "for the better". FUCK! Just stop trying to change me! Let me live, god damn it!