This is a blog about my every day life. I will try to write every day and hopefully get some of my feelings out. I have depression and am now taking medicine for it so this is my fight against cutting/suicide. If I say a certain day like (day two) that means I havent cut in two days (although it has been longer then that) I probably wont post that much. This is my life, my story, and its gonna go my way.
Monday, January 3, 2011
1.3.11 [3]
I cant sleep. I can here my neighbors and i can here the tv. My phone wont ring and will only vibrate so i had to turn on the alarm from my clock but ive never used it before so i dont know how this is gonna go. I keep fantasizing about whats going to happen tomorrow. None of it is good. I dont have a lot of friends to lean on at school and i feel so alone so i dont know whats going to happen anymore. I think im just gonna go with my gut from now on.
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